I like questions, because I like to think, so make them some good ones!
(( I love RP and I love art. So I do a bit of both here...))
Has no one already drawn Mario onto that log next to Kermit and Mickey?
Anonymous said: You are doing a good thing. Just remember that.
Thank you. I really appreciate it. That legitimately made me smile.
and I am sincerely trying to help my ex, who broke up with me by telling me she never loved me (even though she later said she lied while saying that), win over the boy of her dreams, an upperclassman who is starting in college. I still have very unrequited feelings for her, and yet, she says she needs me to be able to talk to about stuff, so I am a fool and stay. Sometimes it hurts when she yells at me or gets mad because my advice isn’t what she wants to hear. Sometimes she cuts herself because of something the guy did, or because she doesn’t like her body, or because of her parents, and then she comes to me to talk about it, to try to feel better.
I don’t want to stop talking to her, but would ignorance be bliss here if I stopped and didn’t have to worry so much about her self harming? I don’t care that she’s infatuated with that guy, he sounds pretty cool, but she’s anchoring her whole life on this guy and it’s almost painful to watch sometimes. I’ve stood up to her before, tried to stop talking, but If you read the title, you know that I couldn’t go through with it. She seems to be just getting madder or more upset, and more distant from me, so I’m guessing she’ll probably “dump” me soon, but until then, I still love hearing from her.
I am very sincerely hoping for her happiness and trying to help her win this guy’s heart, but she doesn’t have a lot of self-worth, and she always blames herself for everything and takes everything too seriously and overreacts, her emotions, and usually her body suffers as well, and she’s already stated that she has suicidal thoughts and even a plan for how she would commit suicide, should she decide to. I really am hopeless and can’t do anything about it most of the time, but she vents to me, asks me for advice, and says she wants to be friends (though last night, she did call me “just a stranger”, which means she disregarded all of our talking, videochats, and everything else, including our relationship, because we initially met online.
I want her to be happy, and If she would really be that miserable with me, I’m not going to try to be her prince charming, but I just can’t leave her alone because I get worried and It hurts me when she cuts and hates herself and cries over her peers, her parents, and the guy she
likes loves. I want her to be happy, and I’m trying to help her go after him, but once she’s done with me and moves on, I’m worried what might happen if things don’t work out for her. She is talented and funny and caring and I’m scared she’ll be selfish and unfair to everyone she would meet and influence by cutting her own life short before her time. I’m trying.
I’m really trying, but I’m hopeless.
Anonymous said: You're short.
What? No I’m not.
((I wish I had a better tablet. .-.))